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Thursday, October 18, 2012

anxiety.

These last couple of weeks have been rough.

Taking a trip this weekend.

Promise to start blogging regularly again next week once things smooth out.

Love and miss you all!

Live, Love, and Let it Sparkle,
Stephanie<3

Thursday, October 4, 2012

I am me. And I will sparkle.

I am me. I'm not anybody else.

I get to choose what is right for me, and I am good enough to keep going and be strong no matter where those choices take me.

And I really need to start reminding myself of that every day, because it has been causing me anxiety lately.

My life is going to be amazing as long as I do what I feel is right, and that is all that matters. 

I've been letting myself get caught up on what I "should" be doing and how I "should" be feeling at this time in my life, but I am the one who gets to decide what I should do and who I should be.

I mean, sure, everybody has faults that they could work on....I definitely have a few of those.

But who knows what life holds in store for me?  I sure don't.  But I would like to find out how great of a life I can have by trying to be the happiest me I can be every single day. 

I have decided that, from now on, I am going to put myself first when I'm making decisions.  To most, that would sound selfish, but I feel like at this point in my life I almost HAVE to be a little bit selfish.  

I need to follow my own path.

If that means moving away, so be it.
If that means staying here, so be it.

The one thing I do know for sure is that I am me.

And I will sparkle no matter what life throws at me.

Live, Love, and Let it Sparkle,
Stephanie<3